What was wrong with me??

Again yesterday I cleaned my (new) room. And i found something that surprised me.

Wow, she is so tough and strong what I saw, it was also fragile.

What she once felt, now I feel it little too. Yes, I can feel it. hurts, painfull . .

In the same age, but the problem is havier than i feel. Emm . . no no, wrong.

I was MORE problematic.

This mentally distrubed. I was confused to tell to whom. No felt the same thing like this. Too early indeed, huff . . .

Can not tell just anyone. I was too timid. I realize there are people who just like me. Honestly I wanted to share, I do not hold myself strong.

Maybe there, but i still can't found them. Maybe more severe than I, could still in its early stages. I know, i taking this too deep, to much thinking, too guilty, and finally too imagine-shadows.

I can not escape. Because why?? Because I do like. I was hooked.

Oh my God, ay!! STOP! You have God and that's all you need, okay?

Return to the Lord and everything will be back normal as before, first high school classes. Amin , ,