not necessarily

walaupun kamu sudah mendapatkannya, belum tentu sesuatu atau seseorang itu ada di tanganmu.

kahlil gibran

apa dia akan dipulihkan setelah aku memberi penghargaan padanya, membayar dengan penghormatan, menghujaninya dengan pemberian berharga dan hadiah yang memeriahkan hatinya dan mengilhami jiwanya?

abstract painting rigid

Lalalalaa.. Do you know what is it?? Haha. What kind of painting is it? What shaped it? Guess what? Well, i dunno too.. Just try all the paint colos that i have. Looks not bad isnt' it? Although looks a little stiff hehe
Em.. i painted this when i was in the first grade senior high school. In that time, my paint colors was new, and i wanted to try all that colors. And.. this is it.. My painting ala Deviayun haha. Need a day to finished this painting..

flying fox

Again, there are my family holiday's photos (without me) sigghh. Because in that moment i had an appointment to go along with Nufa, accompany her spread the proposals to universities. And their vacation destination this time is Prambanan Tample. Apparently there is a new game that previously didn't exist at that resort. Flying Fox. Poor me didn't go with them to have fun. They went by Trans Jogja, kind of Busway..

Preparation. Using the first security to be safe

Ready? Set go! And they were off..

And finally arrived at the bottom

When i wrote this post, my sister Reni confessed that in this photo she was holding back tears for fear of heights huahahaha

chocolate or lolly??

Well, i almost despair because not immediately find lollipop what i want. Until i found this, yeah enough made me entertained even though this is actually a chocolate. When my friend, Graha, had an accident and should be hospitalized at Bethesda Hospital, me and Rora planning to visit him. Because we were lazy to bought some fruits, so we decided to buy cakes. And decided to buy cakes in Chocolate Caffe. In there, i found this. A lolly chocolate.. haha

LOL in here doesn't mean Laugh Out Loud but mean LOL TOLOL haha. Just a joke, okay? This photo showed to us that my face so daft hihi :p

And than.. My lolly chocolate was broken (sigh)

Don't care even broken i still could took a silly photo haha

depok beach

First reunion with Badjoeri when i was in third grade senior high school..

christmas trees

In Ambarukmo Plaza

In Galeria Mall

passion with no emotion

Every year in my senior high school always held musical performance. When i was second grade i join be a crew. 'Passion With No Emotion' my friend given the name for this event. And this is the t-shirt's crew, so its full of memories. Ahhaa i remember that this event was so stressful. Ranging from lack of funds, permitting a shambles, and still lots..

my collections

Well, actually i do love bracelets. My eyes couldn't hold if its saw the bracelets. Feels like i always wanna buy all the bracelet in the world haha. Surely, if i saw bracelets suddenly i felt that i've lose control..

perjuangan itu pahit karna surga itu manis

April 20th 2009, 05.11 am

I got a message from mba Della. She wrote:


melangkah ke alam perjuangan, berarti rela dalam kepahitan.

biarlah diri menangis, terluka, dan kecewa, asal tetap berada di jalanNya,
daripada mati tanpa arti .

kita tak sanggup selamanya terluka.
tapi ketahuilah bahwa air mata itulah mahar kita ke Jannah.

jika ditanya kenapa perjuangan itu pahit?

jawabnya karna surga itu manis.